Do not read if you're busy

Teringat satu kutipan yang bunyinya kira-kira seperti ini : "kadang kita tertegun terlalu lama di depan satu pintu yang tertutup hingga tidak sadar ada pintu lain yang terbuka".
Yah... bunyinya ga persis kaya gitu sih, cuma kontennya kira-kira seperti itu. Dan kutipan ini kayanya lagi ngena banget dengan suasana hatiku saat ini (seeh...).
Stay with the analogy. Let's just say, right now, I'm standing in front of a closed door. I'm waiting for the door to be opened. I try to attract attention of the owner to the door. Knock the door, ring the bell, leave some message on the door. But still... the door won't open for me, but it gives a little open for someone else... but not me...
While somewhere else, there's an open door. It seems like the opened door waving it's hand to me, waiting for me to come inside. But... I don't want to come in to that door, I want the current door I'm standing at... not that one...
Nah lho... ngerti ga maksudnya? Ngga? Syukurlah... cuma pengen curhat, hehe... :p